The Only Way Is In
A journal entry of the latest insight towards my purpose in life.
My heart feels heavy from what spirit has been asking me to do. The vision has expanded past the edges and the gaps are starting to fill in.
It’s not just about healing or solely helping others heal anymore. It’s not about the tedious full moon rituals or trying to be a specific embodiment. It’s not even about standing in “spirituality”. If those modalities actually worked or brought abundance, every one would be rich.
How limited my previous vision was.
I was asked “Can you stand as a leader in your authenticity as you walk your path of learning though living?”
What a question to have come through.
As I type this now, I know one thing for sure. I was never meant to be a healer. I was meant to be a leader.
Not as in a revolution of us versus them. More like, a revolution back to self.
Because standing tall in your fullest expression is enough to spark change in even the darkest places.
You don’t have to try to be all these things you are seeking to be and you won’t find it any ritual.
Those parts you crave are your natural expression and understanding who you are not will lead you there.
There is only one way, that is in.
- Jarisa Johnson